你存在吗？

我会相信，一个曾经在我生命出现的人，都有特别的原因。例如喜欢你的人会给你温暖和勇气；相反的你喜欢的人让你学会了爱和支持；至于你不喜欢的人教会了宽容和尊重；不喜欢你的人让你知道了自省和成长。每一个人的出现都是缘分，让我们的记忆留下了那个人的脚印。你，就是一位能让我留下深刻印象的人。我相信了他，把我的心交给了他，希望他能够爱护，让他能当宝贝来享受，渐渐地我却发现我把一生叫给他的人，却把我的心刺得透透，带给了我许许多多的眼泪，叹息和无奈。我们之间充塞其间的是无数的争吵，我们没办法好好沟通，没办法改变。其中最大的原因，是我觉得我们的沟通不是让他来认识我，而是我来认识他。

男人爱女人的过程是：爱-怕-烦-离开，女人爱男人的步骤是：无所谓-喜欢-爱-真情难收。男人的爱是把天鹅逐渐变成癞蛤蟆的过程；女人的爱是把青蛙逐渐变成王子的过程。和男人在一起时，你是他的全部；和男人分开时，你什么都不是。和女人在一起时，你是她的全部；和女人分开时，你还是她的全部。

希望有个靠谱的男朋友真好，会有踏实的安全感，不喜欢跟女生暧昧，孝顺父母有责任心，有份稳定工作不管钱多钱少，平时不浪漫有点闷骚，偶尔也会给你惊喜，你难过他也会不舒服，即使是平平凡凡他依旧在你身边，只要你对他好，他什么都听你的，那个你存在吗？

人生有眼泪，然而也要笑着去面对

   

     刚才一个朋友和我说，后悔曾经放开她的手，以为让她玩多几年，让她学会成长，就是完成了一个承诺。

     爱一个人有多深对方都是不是用伤害来证明呢？等得到了以后就会很轻易的放手。女人的天真是在于，只要你对她好点，不管你以后有没有给予她幸福能力都好，她都可以放弃心中幸福的光环，无怨无悔的陪你尝尽生活的甜酸苦辣。她也不是喜欢富裕的物质生活，因为爱，所以懂得如何取舍。可不可以在她累了的时候，给她一句肯定自己的话呢？而不是每次换回来的不是指责就是所谓的玩笑。

     虽然之间爱了这么多年还是爱，虽然平淡了，但是也成为了习惯。但不喜欢的是为什么都可以把我丢在一旁，不管任何事都任我怎么想，还是觉得不需要再付出了什么，还是想要用冷落来让我知难而退呢？我明白平淡不是一种错，错再的是盲目平淡的心态。

     暗恋期，恋爱期，热恋期，过渡期，平淡期，两人都走过，也经历过了，吵架，分开，误会，一切的一切，为什么都不回头看看走过的路足迹一深一浅，是走的有多么坎坷，困难。不论我们之前遇到了什么困难，我们都能想办法解决，但现在呢？你却选择逃避，选择了朋友给你开心，没有烦恼的生活。身为女朋友的我，我也无能为力去改变你的想法，虽然你现在所做的一切都很矛盾，我也不能清楚明白你的心是怎样的。我只想说，我真的挨不过最后一期了，虽然脑海里剩下的只是回忆，偶尔向朋友们埋怨，诉说，也只希望时间能冲淡一切。怀念的是曾经的你有多么的爱我，包容我。就算要开始新的感情也只是把曾经走过的路再走一遍，但眼前的却不是熟悉的样貌，不是熟悉的声音和我最爱的味道。

The Rape of Daughters of Leucippus

The Rape of Daughters of Leucippus is from Greek mythology and is this painting is simply about sexuality and gender dominance. It is about the 2 daughters of Leucippus which name Hilaeira and Phoebe were betrothed to 2 brothers which name Castor and Pollux. The 2 male force to abduct 2 sisters , raped them and the end married them. Because of this horrific situation, Leucippus was angry so that he sends 2 of his nephews to kill the two brothers and save his daughters.

            In this painting, the left hand side of the sky is look stormy while the right hand side if sky look sunny and clear. It symbolizes the rescue of the 2 sisters from darkness that symbolize rape and evil. Moreover, the faces of the 2 brothers look very calm and so much powerful. It symbolize that Castor and Pollux are controlling with the Hillaeria and Pheobe.

            In my opinion, I think the whole painting was demonstrates the dominance of male power over the female power. In contrast, I personally think that this painting was quite a bit hardship because of the two sisters. The first I saw this painting I was attracted by the vibrant colors and wild composition. I was saw that the figure seemed to be captured in slow motion and the weight and position of the bodies like defy gravity, because of the dramatic gestures of bodies. I personally think the artist doing well on that the high contrast and the lighting of the painting in female bodies to bring the viewer attention to emphasize the action.

Kokko & May

This is the one of the comic book that i most favourite since 7 years old., Kokko & May. This comic book is Malaysia's famous cartoonist Xuyou Li comic work. This comic is from Malaysia to introduce a set of children's English comic bestsellers, popular in Singapore and Malaysia. Little brother sister two protagonists - brother and sister Mimi fruit vividly brought out some meaningful comic story or common sense. The painting exquisite workmanship, the characters vivid, compelling storyline, and educational content, including traditional virtues, life knowledge and scientific knowledge. Comic also contains local papers, introduce some local kids features and tourist destination.

This is a very educational comic books. This comic book was brought a lot of fun and meaningful in my childhood. This kind of book is to understand the mentality of children and the most important is the drawing skill is amazing and attractive. Through this comic book i can learn more additional knowledge and new vocabulary because it will introduced some words or knowledge that we can't learn in primary school. Although i'm 20 years old now, i'm still like this comic book well. :))

The Complete Rainbow Orchid

The Rainbow Orchid is a real epic. An old-school quest type of adventure with the heroes traversing the globe. This comic book is written and drawn by Garen Ewing. His artwork is incredibly detailed. He draw in the fine line style. This book tells the story of an expedition to find a fantastic, possibly mythical, orchid, rumoured to grow somewhere in the depths of the Hindu Kush.

It seems an almost impossible task to evoke the ligne claire style without become derivative and flat. Nonetheless pleasantly surprised. The author did remarkable job of creating a fun and engaging story within this genre, The attention to detail is visible everywhere and the book is a pleasure to read.

Visiting Art Galleries

On 23 June 2013, my classmate and i went to KL International PhotoAwards 2012 which is an annual international photography competition in KLCC. There was no entrance charges and the architecture was both impressive and unique. There were many types of photo on display based on different country's artwork. The artworks on display were categorised in to 2 parts : (a)Potrait Single (b)Smartphone story

2nd Prize: 'Hunter with giraffe, Ladysmith, South Africa' by David Chancellor

In this gallery under the part of single portrait, i found that this artwork that really caught my attention was the animal hunter in South Africa. This is one sport that i do not support and upon viewing the image, I had a sad feeling of what these people were doing in South Africa. But subject matter aside, the portrait of the hunter with his giraffe was one of the more memorable image that i saw in this competition. It's great that the photographer managed to lay the giraffe in a way that keeps the dignity of the animal intact. In this photograph, the beauty of the animal is still present with the huge arch of its neck going across the photograph.

After visited the gallery, we went to shopping for 2 hours then go back uni.

This is a nice memory for the visiting a art gallery.

Snow white and the Seven Dwarfs

Snow white and the Seven Dwarfs. This story is very interesting, it is talking about Snow white was born, then her mother died, her father married a new princess.

This story let me know justice will ultimately triumph over evil. The queen was jealous of Snow white's beautiful and she many times to poison Snow white.By the way Snow white has a good heart and a lot of people also respect her, love her. This story also let me understand if others better than yourselves, you cannot use improper way to attack other but is to strive to change yourself, so that we can get ahead of others. This vicious queen eventually get punished, understand the human truth, goodness and beauty, but also understand the ugly side of human nature. Everyone is willing to become good people, so that the world will truly become more peaceful.

What to do with all these toilet paper roll?
Stop throwing out the rolls when the paper towels are gone. There are dozens of good uses for them.

I saw this idea pinned and i thought it was very logical, make a pen caddy by putting in the toilet paper roll... :D

 There are also a good place to store all those cords with a cord storage box... 

 Toilet roll pixel art, of course Beru Betto... :P

cute and useful toilet roll holders from a partment Therapy

So now that you've seen these awesome ideas, will you be trying any for urself? 

DIY Photo Playing Cards

Today we are trying to customize a regular desk of playing cards with any photo that you are favourite. So, nest time when you have friends over for a games of cards they will be so impressed with your adorable cards. Here's what you will need to make your own set of playing cards:
1. 1 deck of cards
2. 52 printed photo
3. scrapbook adhesive

Once they were printed, we trimmed each photo and applied scrapbook adhesive to back side of each playing cards. We carefully lined up the back of the playing card with the back of the photo and pressed them together. Then we trimmed the edges and corners of the photo so they were the same size as the playing cards.

This awesome cards sret also makes great gifts. Think best friend's birthday...Valentine's birthday, etc... the possibilities are endless....  :D

Photo Manipulation

Image Manipulation is everywhere on are daily life. It is a type of digital art. It is something special and unique way to describe editing photo and adding some special effect to photographs in order to make illusion.I always make roundups of Photoshop tutorials during free time. I had search a lot of amazing and interesting tutorials so that i can learn how to use this wonderful program. 

This photo tutorial is about creating a fantasy scene called "Mother Nature". Designer use well chosen image, brushes and most off all our imagination in combination with Photoshop techniques to create this outstanding image.

This tutorial showing that photo manipulate yourself into a Na'vi (based on the characters in James Cameron's movie "AVATAR")

Photo manipulation are attractive to most of the people who use Photoshop for the first time and it is nice to see what great things you can do it by manipulating a photo. Although for that to happen, you must learn how to certain technique with use of photo manipulation tutorials.

Three of us like photograph... <3 friendship forever

Photo-shooting??!! Feel so tired today cause went to my buddy house for photo-shooting. Well, I can say is different shooting bring different kind of experience and this times of shooting was bring me another experience. Three of us like photograph, so we always use some free time to shoot nicer photo.

love this pose so muccchhh... <3

Take a rest and relax it...

A teddy bear and a guitar....both are my favourite

Preparation for the photo-shooting

with my buddy HUI SZE.  A girl who like smiling.

Enjoy the music with my bear... 

Awesome footprint.... :P

This was a really quick long photoshooting through, we use up like 2 hours to do this. :) Although is very tired but i like it and love it so much. I like DESIGN, I like PHOTOGRAPH.

爱情不能因为累了，就说分手。既然因为相爱在一起了就要好好牵着对方的手走到最后，
这份爱叫责任。
爱情原本就是两个人互相在乎，信任，彼此拥有的情感。
但，很可惜你把它贬值了。
累了，放弃了，只是理由吗？
你一次又一次的背叛，只会令我又爱又恨，
恋人口中的永远，究竟走了多远？
数不尽的眼泪，天天遗留在眼中，
变得疲惫，厌倦，心烦了。
我们之间只存有等待，吵架，伤害，沉默，这一切的一切已经到了极端。
试问还要忍多久，才能成为世人所羡慕的一对呢？
我想问一句，
既然说没联络了，那为什么还保留着她的号码，任何能联络的方式？
身为女人，为了所付出的一切能得到好的未来是必须忍，忍下去。
爱情永远都是自私的。